After all this time, it's hard to believe he still has such hold of me. I still find it hard to breathe at the sight of his name on my window live messenger, he is still the thought that starts my day; he is the one I think of in the middle of my thoughts. No one else can replace him; he is the constant in my days.
Though I can't promise forever, right now I need him like a heart that needs a beat.
I wish he needs me as much I need him. I wish there were things we could have done but need not be counted for. I wish we had three strikes before we were out. I wish we lived like the world was going to end. I wish I knew before we said our final goodbye. I wish I could move on, I wish he could see me already moved on.
Don’t we all just want to be held? Don’t we all just want the necessaries of life and the one we love?
In the dark, it was a blur. In the dark, we need not take responsibilities. In the dark, I wish we could start all over again. There are certain things we'd only do in the dark where in the light of day, we fear being judged, we fear we could not rewind. Only in the dark, we live out our last bit of life where we pretend no one else could see.
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